TO MY FIRST LOVE

I’m sorry,

But her voice bore a sultry charm

And her words wore a soothing calmness.

There was no way I could help myself

From falling into her eyes,

Deep as they were and arousing as her voice.

If they were those of a queen,

Then “beautiful” could have described them

But they were so out of this world.

Her eyes had to be heaven;

That is the only description close enough for them

And I swear, I saw angels fly in them.

Forgive me first love,

But her lips were so soft, there is no way to explain.

Perhaps the softness of a baby’s smile

Could describe them, but I am short of comparables.

They were sweet as nectar

And more addictive than cannabis.

When I tasted her kiss for the first time,

My heart melted into my mouth,

My feet lost their balance

And my eyes shut and lost their will to ever see again.

I swear I saw stars and that as we kissed,

We floated on clouds.

I had a tickly feeling in my chest

That pawned me instantly

And made me will myself to her love eternally.

I’m sorry my first love, but I have found me a new confinement.

I have to go now,

I need to get into her arms again.

This remorse I feel makes me sick

And I need to get some medication.

I know your heart is broken, I’m sorry.

I’ll still have the memories of our past glories behind

Every kiss I share with her,

And I promise, I’ll think of you once in a while,

Though fleetingly.

I know I promised tomorrow till forever,

But kiss our tomorrows goodbye and will them to never come.

Goodbye my first love.